Friday, August 6, 2010

poor baby

I'm pregnant and in a foreign country.

I tried to tell him (baby daddy) this would happen.  That I would get pregnant right away and I'd spend the whole trip pregnant, and he'd spend the whole trip trying to make me wake up early and run places.  Things not conducive to one another.  But noooooooo, he wouldn't listen.  Throw caution - and birth control - to the wind! 

I'm ready to go home and see my doctor.  I want to hear the heartbeat.  I want to make sure that everything's ok.  I keep worrying about every little thing.  Today I was actually worried because I don't have morning sickness. 

The thing I should be worried about the most?  That everything is absolutely 100% ok and me, the 39 year old who got pregnant on purpose even though she has a teenager getting ready to start high school, is actually bringing an innocent little baby into this family. 

Because that is the scariest thing of all.

-Robyn
falling into the 12% of women who don't get morning sickness

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